Hope is the first step on the road to disappointment.

Hope... I heard a lot about hope. Some say that hope gives us the strength to keep going, that hope is the only thing that you must never loose. I heard that hope is the feeling that you will succeed tomorrow in what you failed today. I believe hope is an illusion, a concept created to make people feel better when they are in despair. It is a psychological state of mind. Hope gives you son impulse, hope can give you strength, but a man can’t live with hope alone. It’s good to have some hope sometimes, but there is people that rely on hope every day, every minute. I believe that is wrong. I consider myself a dreamer, but being a dreamer in this world has only brought me suffering and loneliness. So I saw that I lived only with hope, but every time I had hope, I was disappointed in the end. For me hope is now forbidden. I will not rely on hope anymore, ever. Hope never dies? HA! I just killed it. I will rely on intelligence and hard work. Dreams… I don’t know… I’ve been a dreamer all my life… it is a part of me that I may never change. But dreams will never drive me anymore. I will set clear objectives for myself. I may never have hope again; I may never hope something happens anymore, who knows… I don’t’ know. Maybe next week I’m back to normal.